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Thursday, February 24, 2005
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
It is a doorway between pastand present, opened by a subconscious hand of heart-felt regret that is caught in an angle of light and hidden repression. It is a glance in the mirror of retrospection, looking back into the burning flame of a candle blown out in the quietturbulence of night. It is goodbye.
I need you.. but you are not here with me.. you are siding others instead of listening on how I really feel.. Why like that? Very Very seldom is like that.. I am not used to it.. A mistake that I might make create so much despair in me.. How I hope I just ignore everything that had happened.. but too bad... I really cant..
Life was once so beautiful with friends and a lovely bf.. family of mine are still with me.. the others... disappeared.... I no longer count on them.... I hate the feeling of being accussed... I hate the feeling to explain when the actual is not this way.. Since the misunderstanding occurred.... just.... let it be..... Where is my lady luck? WHere? I wish my life be back to normal.. I am feeling miserable..
Monday, February 21, 2005
Friday, February 18, 2005
A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've got all your mates around you and you like to party. Boys are a game and youre always on the ball because you make sure you're always number one. Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability. Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for attention.. You almost certainly wouldn't like this game, because it's not your thing: http://www.life-blood.vze.com/ What kind of girl are you? brought to you by
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Cny eve
Chinese New Year Eve.... but I am not happy... Feeling bad...
Dear and I met an accident today.. No physical injuries.. but.. we both were traumatized.. the impact was strong enough to make our whole mind turned blank.. cos we have to face our parents on this reckless act.. Is not simple.. *shake head* Dear and I felt that is like a dream... everything came so sudden and we really trying our best to cope with it.. What a rollercoaster days I had over these weeks..... There are so much for me to face.. I was heartbroken, full of undescribed feelings.. the vivid 1 is..... heartbroken.... Heart breaks when friends dont understand me... dont listen to me... dont even care to at least ask for explaination..... the more I think... the more I was frustrated... the more I hear from otheres.. the more I was confused.. Argh... How I hope all these can end... Happiness seem so near but yet so far.... Only dear is the one who stay by my side and support me all the way.. and not forgetting my "flesh and Bone" sisters.. you both really made my day... Thanks a million....
What happened if I lose you? Will you still be concerned with my matters?
"Once a friend, always a friend." I am not angry with you at all.. I am just afraid this friendship will not be as pure as before.. In my life.. u are one of my important asset.. Someone I really hope will stay by my side till the day I left this world.. That night.. I am too tired to think.. I am not thinking.. I am not finding excuses to cover up my mistakes.. I did not.. I am sorry.. I dont want to defend myself.. I just wish you feel better.. Your words pricked my heart.. In another way.. I was hurt by your way of expressing anger.. I know you got no intention to make me feel miserable.. I really dont mind you vent your anger on me.. but at least.. let me know what happen... But.... I dont blame you... Perhaps if I were you.. I might do the same as you.. give me time to cool down.. I am sure you need the time to heal also.. Both of us just need some space for each other.. I understand you are hurt too.. By that phone ring.. by your dad.. But..... No one in our gang knew what actually happened..... I wish you will pour all your sorrows out.. like in the past.. but today..... we are dealing differently... A different method of maintaining our friendship....... Now then I realise I dont know much about you........ I enjoyed you as my friend.. as my close mate.. my soulmate.. Little did I know that.... there had been sometime we stopped looking for each other to chat everything under the sun... we discontinued our tradition.. we did not share happiness and unhappiness together anymore... all were separated... all were having their own life.......... doing their own things.. and pursuing different dreams.......... This is really a very saddening thing which I realised after this incident.. I feel extremely depressed.. maybe u all dont feel anything.. perhaps we only can let the time to tell.. our bond is no as strong as before.. I miss those days..... Maybe 1 day.... u all will suddenly find me somewhere else in this world.. Unreachable... uncontactable.. But no matter what... really grateful to have you all in my life.. I cherish the times.. and will engrave in my memory forever....
Friday, February 04, 2005
Roses are red..
Violets are blue.. send roses this Valentine's.. To say "I love You" Valentine's Day is just 10 days away...... counting down...... =p Please note that the prices quoted are before delivery charges. There are other designs which I did not publish it out. You may call us for special requests. Any enquires you may contact Alvin at 91837757 We will do our best to suit your requests and budget. Don't hesitate.. Call now!!
white n blue roses @ $80
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24 red roses @ $130
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12 red roses @ $75
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Lilies and pink roses @ $ 80
**Note: Delivery service @ $10 islandwide Pink roses convey admiration, gentleness, grace, gladness, joy and sweetness. Guys out there, be bold!!!! Get this bouquet with pure and modest lilies to express your love to the beautiful,innocent and sweet lucky lady.
12 red roses @ $75
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12 red roses @ $75
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12 roses @ $70
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white roses @ $70
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3 roses @ $ 30
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Thursday, February 03, 2005
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
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I am in doubt.. I wonder wonder wonder........ I am sick... sian sian sian...
Today's mood: Moody and bored Dear is starting his own business.. Selling flowers during Valentine's Day.. I hope he can succeed.. and wish that everything will turn out good.. u may not have the time to accompany me.. I understand.. I will try not to mess up your things.. Good luck.. I am having bad headaches and stomach upset.. should I go office tomorrow? I really no mood to work.. today went lunch at Raffles marina.. nice nice.. I been thinking of asking dear to accompany me there.. but then hor.. he not free leh.. miss out all the great food.. muhahaha... too bad.. Thinking of going out for a drink.. la kopi session but seems like the people around me are soo busy.. I can feel the lifeless of me.. work go home eat watch tv then sleep.. dear no time for me and I also don t want him to waste time on me.. Just hope that valentine's day will be over soon.. Diao~~ dont feel like blogging liao.. I think I better get a good sleep and replenish my energy..
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
~~That CB gal~~~
I am bored.. super bored.. because........ dear is not calling........ no 1 chat with me on phone.. I wish he is not that busy.. but.... for the sake of my happiness.. he got to be busy.... argh..~~!!
~I wonder what is wrong.. Am I getting more n more lazy..? Y cant I just wake up on time to go to work??? I am such a pig.. Only know how to rot on bed.. What a bad habit I had.. I want to quit.. But............ really too shag sometimes.. I just love my bed.. =p ~My cb gal friend is trying her best to wake up princess jane who is now at US.. She is ermmm.. 15 hours difference than us..... now abt time to go to school.. but still.. cannot wake up.. that cb.. so worried she no time for breakfast.. hahahha..... she is real a good friend.. I wonder will she do this to me next time.. I wonder wonder and ponder..... ~Licksuan is thinking and wondering y that zhangban no sms her leh.... hahahaha.. that zhangban... went china to get married.. I think he must be very busy.. I think licksuan ar.. have to wait till tomorrow lo.... Workacholic.. STOP WORKING and GO SLEEP~~ ~Got myself another OP beach shorts.. orange in colour... chosen by dear..... hehehe.. Lazy to take the pictures.. tml ba... I tired lo.... Tata bloggy.. I hope cb can wake jane up... I hope so.. muhahahaa.. |
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