Wednesday, February 23, 2005
I need you.. but you are not here with me.. you are siding others instead of listening on how I really feel.. Why like that? Very Very seldom is like that.. I am not used to it.. A mistake that I might make create so much despair in me.. How I hope I just ignore everything that had happened.. but too bad... I really cant..
Life was once so beautiful with friends and a lovely bf.. family of mine are still with me.. the others... disappeared.... I no longer count on them.... I hate the feeling of being accussed... I hate the feeling to explain when the actual is not this way.. Since the misunderstanding occurred.... just.... let it be.....
Where is my lady luck? WHere? I wish my life be back to normal.. I am feeling miserable..