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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

What happened if I lose you? Will you still be concerned with my matters?

"Once a friend, always a friend."

I am not angry with you at all.. I am just afraid this friendship will not be as pure as before.. In my life.. u are one of my important asset.. Someone I really hope will stay by my side till the day I left this world.. That night.. I am too tired to think.. I am not thinking.. I am not finding excuses to cover up my mistakes.. I did not.. I am sorry.. I dont want to defend myself.. I just wish you feel better..

Your words pricked my heart.. In another way.. I was hurt by your way of expressing anger.. I know you got no intention to make me feel miserable.. I really dont mind you vent your anger on me.. but at least.. let me know what happen...

But.... I dont blame you...

Perhaps if I were you.. I might do the same as you.. give me time to cool down.. I am sure you need the time to heal also.. Both of us just need some space for each other.. I understand you are hurt too.. By that phone ring.. by your dad.. But..... No one in our gang knew what actually happened..... I wish you will pour all your sorrows out.. like in the past.. but today..... we are dealing differently... A different method of maintaining our friendship....... Now then I realise I dont know much about you........

I enjoyed you as my friend.. as my close mate.. my soulmate.. Little did I know that.... there had been sometime we stopped looking for each other to chat everything under the sun... we discontinued our tradition.. we did not share happiness and unhappiness together anymore... all were separated... all were having their own life.......... doing their own things.. and pursuing different dreams..........

This is really a very saddening thing which I realised after this incident.. I feel extremely depressed.. maybe u all dont feel anything.. perhaps we only can let the time to tell.. our bond is no as strong as before.. I miss those days.....

Maybe 1 day.... u all will suddenly find me somewhere else in this world.. Unreachable... uncontactable.. But no matter what... really grateful to have you all in my life.. I cherish the times.. and will engrave in my memory forever....