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Saturday, January 23, 2010
Is a sad entry
I am exhausted but unable to sleep. My focus is on my little cutie who is sleeping soundly beside me.
I think is post natal blues. Making me feeling less loved, ultra sensitive over minor things and easily frustrated.
I just don't know how to spell it out. A moment ago, hus accidentally hit my elbow while carrying Candice. Instead of asking me whether am I hurt, he gave me an irriated response. Abruptly said sorry and gave his total attention to Candice again.
Yes, I am being petty to get jealous over my own daughter. But my elbow really hurts. He just ignored it completely. Not even a word of concern.
After him bringing Candice to me so I could make her sleep, he just ponked his head onto the pillow and started his rthymic snores within secs.
He said I am super sensitive. But how to take as a joke when he said things like I never lay my interest on the dresses his mum brought for Candice.
Haiz... The main problem is he is the one who carried the bag of dresses to his car and not bringing back home for weeks.
Just let me rant here. I just want to make a silent scream. I know it should not be affecting me so much. But I just could not stomach it anymore. Be it I am petty or super difficult to get along, I just want to speak out here.
Because this is my blog!! Argh......!!!!!!!!!!!
I think is post natal blues. Making me feeling less loved, ultra sensitive over minor things and easily frustrated.
I just don't know how to spell it out. A moment ago, hus accidentally hit my elbow while carrying Candice. Instead of asking me whether am I hurt, he gave me an irriated response. Abruptly said sorry and gave his total attention to Candice again.
Yes, I am being petty to get jealous over my own daughter. But my elbow really hurts. He just ignored it completely. Not even a word of concern.
After him bringing Candice to me so I could make her sleep, he just ponked his head onto the pillow and started his rthymic snores within secs.
He said I am super sensitive. But how to take as a joke when he said things like I never lay my interest on the dresses his mum brought for Candice.
Haiz... The main problem is he is the one who carried the bag of dresses to his car and not bringing back home for weeks.
Just let me rant here. I just want to make a silent scream. I know it should not be affecting me so much. But I just could not stomach it anymore. Be it I am petty or super difficult to get along, I just want to speak out here.
Because this is my blog!! Argh......!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, January 08, 2010
Blocked ducts
Very painful.. Had high fever due to blocked ducts.. I kept on shivering.. And bad body aching.. So sick!!!!!!
Lucky got Mdm Rokiah.. She helped me cleared the ducts with a hot stone..
Breastfeeding so difficult.....
Lucky got Mdm Rokiah.. She helped me cleared the ducts with a hot stone..
Breastfeeding so difficult.....
Thursday, January 07, 2010
Candice Chow with her pinko tights
Hahaha.. She is so beautifully dressed up.. wearing the pinky tights.... Home alone with her now.... She is so tamed.. never cry and sleeping soundly...
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
Emo-ing
Feeling emo now..
I find myself being less worthwhile. He treats me not as before, and I really miss the period when I was pregnant.
Haiz.....
Only her can lighten my mood now.
I find myself being less worthwhile. He treats me not as before, and I really miss the period when I was pregnant.
Haiz.....
Only her can lighten my mood now.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Wee Hour
Now is 5:00 AM.. Guess this is the first time me blogging at this hour.. Indeed an early post for me..
Woke up to pump milk for Candice.. So tiring... I, hereby salute all breastfeeding mothers.. especially those who went all the way to exclusive feeding... They sacrificed their sleep.. freedom.. figure.. and etc.. Although they started regained back their shape faster than non-breastfeeding mothers... They will feel discouragement because now cannot slim down yet... due to eating good food to produce quality milk....
Nowadays because I started exclusively feed Candice.. She started to make a big fuss when we feed from the bottle.. She showed her first rejection last Saturday when I was out to Jurong Point for my new hair cut...
Then came yesterday when I tried again to feed her my EBM from the bottle.. She cried frantically and refused to drink down the milk.. She will pretend to cough and made me thought that I will choke her.. Faint... Very clever move... I ended up giving in to her.. Latched her both sides and she became my little angel again.. Hahaha.. Lame me...
We finally brought Candice to swim at Harbourfront... She is really superb... Started kicking the moment she is put into the tub.. Showing no sign of fear.. Like performing for us when we praised her and giving us her classic "Hao Lian plus yaya" expression..
Signed up 20 lessons for her.. $384 total...
Pictures~~
Tired............... Time for next feed soon......
Woke up to pump milk for Candice.. So tiring... I, hereby salute all breastfeeding mothers.. especially those who went all the way to exclusive feeding... They sacrificed their sleep.. freedom.. figure.. and etc.. Although they started regained back their shape faster than non-breastfeeding mothers... They will feel discouragement because now cannot slim down yet... due to eating good food to produce quality milk....
Nowadays because I started exclusively feed Candice.. She started to make a big fuss when we feed from the bottle.. She showed her first rejection last Saturday when I was out to Jurong Point for my new hair cut...
Then came yesterday when I tried again to feed her my EBM from the bottle.. She cried frantically and refused to drink down the milk.. She will pretend to cough and made me thought that I will choke her.. Faint... Very clever move... I ended up giving in to her.. Latched her both sides and she became my little angel again.. Hahaha.. Lame me...
We finally brought Candice to swim at Harbourfront... She is really superb... Started kicking the moment she is put into the tub.. Showing no sign of fear.. Like performing for us when we praised her and giving us her classic "Hao Lian plus yaya" expression..
Signed up 20 lessons for her.. $384 total...
Pictures~~
Tired............... Time for next feed soon......
Labels: breast-feeding, Candice, Swimming