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Saturday, January 23, 2010
Is a sad entry
I am exhausted but unable to sleep. My focus is on my little cutie who is sleeping soundly beside me.
I think is post natal blues. Making me feeling less loved, ultra sensitive over minor things and easily frustrated. I just don't know how to spell it out. A moment ago, hus accidentally hit my elbow while carrying Candice. Instead of asking me whether am I hurt, he gave me an irriated response. Abruptly said sorry and gave his total attention to Candice again. Yes, I am being petty to get jealous over my own daughter. But my elbow really hurts. He just ignored it completely. Not even a word of concern. After him bringing Candice to me so I could make her sleep, he just ponked his head onto the pillow and started his rthymic snores within secs. He said I am super sensitive. But how to take as a joke when he said things like I never lay my interest on the dresses his mum brought for Candice. Haiz... The main problem is he is the one who carried the bag of dresses to his car and not bringing back home for weeks. Just let me rant here. I just want to make a silent scream. I know it should not be affecting me so much. But I just could not stomach it anymore. Be it I am petty or super difficult to get along, I just want to speak out here. Because this is my blog!! Argh......!!!!!!!!!!! |