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Monday, November 06, 2006
How to make him feel secure?
At this hour, I hope I can tuck in peacefully to bed. I am feeling real tired living in this world. I see the world as a cruel reality. The stability of financial has to be strong to have everything smoothly flow on. The responsibility that I got to give in to everyone made me feel exhausted. How I wish I can throw all the things here and leave for good. Suddenly, submission to my dreams crossed my mind.
I am someone who needs to fulfill the dreams that I am having now to get my life satisfaction. I hope to gain whatever I should gain. Ever since I got the flat, I knew that the dream of getting my Masters has drifted far. Surprisedly, I am willing to give up the chance of getting my Masters earlier. Because he triggered my deepest emotions. I endured every second and minute whenever someone mention Manchester Uni to me. At that moment, I feel no regrets because he made me feel the most fortunate in this world.
Deep down in my heart, I got that someone who once hurt me. I claimed that I am the victim of the whole incident. But, I just cannot forget the memories he gave to me. To make it clear, this someone gave me sorrow but never ever is love. I was hurt because the friendship between ended without a valid reason. The bond we had was only a month and trust me, there is no love between us. I hope this clarification to you can make you feel more secure. He is not our third party. He is just a passer-by.
I am not a person who is able to make good judgement. I am a naive someone who would trust anyone who treat me nice. My stand is always not strong enough and I believe I am a type who will be manipulated by wicked people. But, very fortunate to have you in my life to save me from falling into evil traps set by them.
No matter what, we need to have a cooling down period. The stress both of us are having made us grasp for more oxygen. The burden we have now weigh more than anything. I hope without me around to disrupt your decisions you could think better. I respect your decision and please forgive the fickle-minded me.
I am someone who needs to fulfill the dreams that I am having now to get my life satisfaction. I hope to gain whatever I should gain. Ever since I got the flat, I knew that the dream of getting my Masters has drifted far. Surprisedly, I am willing to give up the chance of getting my Masters earlier. Because he triggered my deepest emotions. I endured every second and minute whenever someone mention Manchester Uni to me. At that moment, I feel no regrets because he made me feel the most fortunate in this world.
Deep down in my heart, I got that someone who once hurt me. I claimed that I am the victim of the whole incident. But, I just cannot forget the memories he gave to me. To make it clear, this someone gave me sorrow but never ever is love. I was hurt because the friendship between ended without a valid reason. The bond we had was only a month and trust me, there is no love between us. I hope this clarification to you can make you feel more secure. He is not our third party. He is just a passer-by.
I am not a person who is able to make good judgement. I am a naive someone who would trust anyone who treat me nice. My stand is always not strong enough and I believe I am a type who will be manipulated by wicked people. But, very fortunate to have you in my life to save me from falling into evil traps set by them.
No matter what, we need to have a cooling down period. The stress both of us are having made us grasp for more oxygen. The burden we have now weigh more than anything. I hope without me around to disrupt your decisions you could think better. I respect your decision and please forgive the fickle-minded me.