Always.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Back to work

Today back to work. Abit shocked. Alot of things happened. Quite a sudden change.

I saw Julie in Karina's room. Our admin manager resigned. Miss the farewell dinner given by the company. I gotta miss her. Although I did not have direct working relationship with her, overall she gave me a nice impression. I hope she will do well in this new job. Enjoy your holiday! I gotta miss you gal.

Alan is leaving. Just went for a farewell dinner with him. Ever since I entered Berger, he always take extra care for me. Still can remember how he helped me "cover" my mistakes. Haha.. cos when I just got into this job, the company just changed the computer software. Getting hand to it was really tough, lucky to have his patience to wait for me clearing up my work. And furthermore, he as a plant manager really taught me alot, helping me expose to other job scopes of the production department. Got to thank him for his kindness to teach me so much without any return. Hope he will do well in his next job. Jia you!

Came along a few new colleagues. One account executive. Quite a sweet pretty lady and she looks quite nice also. Hope she can get on hand fast with the new system. Cheers. And, an operation executive. He look quite unfriendly but I think should be ok. Shall see further.

Suddenly, our company very quiet. I think alot more to leave, I guess so. Pondering, wondering.

For my department, not much changes. But, today our GM came into our laboratory. He was quite angry cos our department causing a loss in business.

I just don't understand why simple things like following up for the salesperson is so difficult. Is very clearly that the goods got to be sent asap and the batch was passed since friday. But, no one took the initiative to make sure everything is ok before sending. Wait till I come back to clear the mess. And, when the salesperson started asking why the batch till now still nothing was done, one word " I don't know" then just wash his hands off!

Such irresponsible action!

Imagine he been in the company for so long. I really don't know why he could simply pushed the responsible away. And, my "good" superior also another kind. Always help in covering up for that little blackie. I think there is no point in staying in this company when your own boss don't even want to speak up for you. Instead, he pushed all the blame to you even when you are away for a week.

What kind of boss?

I really don't understand why he did these to me. I am the one who always help him. Trying to lessen his job load. But, he never stand in my point of view to think before. Anyway, I am sick and tired of helping. Now, I will just do what I need to do.

FORGET about helping him cos he is unappreciative.

Sickening.

Today Ivy mentioned him to me again. This time, I just smiled at her. Cos, my feeling just died. No matter how he gotta to stir up my emotions, I don't care. He want to sms me or not, I also don't want to bother anymore.

I think he is just playing around with me. Twisting his fingers like how he twisted my feelings. Is just that easy I guess. Cos I trusted him. I think I am stupid, too naive. Trusting people so easy without second thoughts.

My trust, he taken it like a piece of paper. He treated it like rubbish. When he feel that this paper got no worth, he crushed it and threw into the greens.

He can forget it. I am going to treat that I never know this person before. Once, he told me if he want to flirt with this person, he will do it. I think you done it. And you won this game beautifully.

But, I am not going to let you be have me as main lead in your game.

Game over!


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