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Geraldine Lee.Family Jiexin.Family Hubby.Family Sis Pei.Best Friend Wang Xuetinz.Ex Colleague Nancy Ong.BLCC Chinese Orchestra Daryl Loke.BLCC Chinese Orchestra Xiaxue.Casual Read
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
I am getting lazy.... Detest my working life.... Lost about what I want in future.... Tired of my life..... Working is tiring.... Studying is tiring... I am lazy to do homework.. lazy to revise... lazy to even read my fav mag... Why? I find facing humans is difficult... scared.. cos' they are naturally selfish... No one can be gracious.. Why are humans made to be selfish? Why cant people be more flexible? I live in a cruel n cold-blooded world.. Why growing up = many troubles n worries? Why we must grow up.. Grow up means wonderful.. How come mine is terrible... I got no time for myself.. I want to complete the book lying ard.. but too lazy... cant concentrate.. Why? Why cant we forever have good time?? Or rather... why must work be a stressful kind? Cant work be more enjoyable? Relax shake leg then get pay.. haha.. no this kind of job.. Why why WHY????? Tired..... Whole body aching.... I juz hate my lifestyle now... I miss dear...... He is tired too........ But he is enjoying... enjoying his work.. TIme he spent is meaningful... cos he got a target to work on.. Me.. becoming more listless.. becoming more lazy.. learning to be more positive.. learning to... But I hope I can be less sensitive...... full-stop. |