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Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Manila Trip
Yes, I am in Manila, Philippines.. A country that I have no good feelings ever since the HK tourists got held hostage by the crazy man.. Never crossed my mind before that I will be travelling alone here one day..
But I did it.. All by myself.. after 6 months in my new company.. Amazing yah..
What and how I feel about this place? A country with massive traffic jams, F1 cab drivers who likes honking.. But, good hospitality I can say..
So, a little to update... Been in this regional post for the past 6 months.. I was glad to have this offer.. This job really gets me explore SEA countries like Vietnam, Kuala Lumpur, Jakarta, Manila and Thailand... Learning to be independent and getting used to sleeping alone in hotel rooms, taking flights, eating alone and taking good care of myself... etc and etc....
But I did it.. All by myself.. after 6 months in my new company.. Amazing yah..
What and how I feel about this place? A country with massive traffic jams, F1 cab drivers who likes honking.. But, good hospitality I can say..
Nice room with excellent service... A hotel that have attached shopping malls.. See the toiletries.. complete setting...
Missing my lil Candice now... She is getting more and more smart each day.. A pretty fast young learner.. At 23 months now.. She is able to sing Twinkle little stars, Barney song all by herself.. Not forgetting ABCs full song which we sing to her every night to tuck her in bed.. Although she can be quite pampered and spoilt, she is considered easy to handle.. at least she understands our language now..
I hope she is sleeping well tonight.. Baby, wait for mummy to be back on Thursday.. Muackz.. Good night..
Monday, March 07, 2011
Candice down with flu!!
Not easy to take care of sickly Candice but I believe I can do it!! Though she is super cranky, she is still quite easy to get pacified.
Anyway, I hope she gets well soon.. She is such a lovely baby and my little sweet darling..
I am going jogging tomorrow. Just wanna kick start my next resolution.. Iose weight!!!
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Anyway, I hope she gets well soon.. She is such a lovely baby and my little sweet darling..
I am going jogging tomorrow. Just wanna kick start my next resolution.. Iose weight!!!
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Thursday, February 10, 2011
What the fuck is Marriage?
Am I the one who is being petty or we just cant talk nicely to each other?
I hate this marriage. He is a good daddy but I can't agree that he is a good and loving Hubby. He is totally attentive to Candice, showering all his love and forgetting that I am the one who brought Candice to this world. I am so sad, utterly sad.
I fought so hard to have him for my rest of the life but I somehow regretted my decision. But I cannot deny that he really give all his best to this family. Am I a loser? So contradictory.
I am unhappy. I am blessed with a complete family, cute and smart daughter. Cannot ask for more. I think I should just keep quiet and not talk.
Where has that nice and easy going husband gone to? Where is that husband who will listen to my nonsense and not full of sarcasm? Why can't we be like other couples who know at least what is respect?
I am like a trapped bird in the cage. I find no one to talk to. I can't even talk freely. I can't be stupid in front of him. I can't make mistakes in front of him. I have to be an obedient wife. I have to be nice to him and not go against him.
Seeing those wedding pictures made me even sad because we were once so happy and close. Now we have drifted apart. He always said the way he show love is by different action which i don't even realize. I am indeed an insensitive wife. Now I can only cry silently and carry on my life. I am learning to be independent so we no need any interaction. Why must this bother me?
At this stage, I think we no need to plan for second one. I find that we are miles apart and I don't understand him at all. We been living together but I just can't get used to his habits. I surrender.
Perhaps it was me who made this marriage failed. I blamed myself for being hot tempered, stupid and make mistakes easily. I am a bad wife who don't even know to give me all my affection. I am a failure. So does the marriage.
I hate this marriage. He is a good daddy but I can't agree that he is a good and loving Hubby. He is totally attentive to Candice, showering all his love and forgetting that I am the one who brought Candice to this world. I am so sad, utterly sad.
I fought so hard to have him for my rest of the life but I somehow regretted my decision. But I cannot deny that he really give all his best to this family. Am I a loser? So contradictory.
I am unhappy. I am blessed with a complete family, cute and smart daughter. Cannot ask for more. I think I should just keep quiet and not talk.
Where has that nice and easy going husband gone to? Where is that husband who will listen to my nonsense and not full of sarcasm? Why can't we be like other couples who know at least what is respect?
I am like a trapped bird in the cage. I find no one to talk to. I can't even talk freely. I can't be stupid in front of him. I can't make mistakes in front of him. I have to be an obedient wife. I have to be nice to him and not go against him.
Seeing those wedding pictures made me even sad because we were once so happy and close. Now we have drifted apart. He always said the way he show love is by different action which i don't even realize. I am indeed an insensitive wife. Now I can only cry silently and carry on my life. I am learning to be independent so we no need any interaction. Why must this bother me?
At this stage, I think we no need to plan for second one. I find that we are miles apart and I don't understand him at all. We been living together but I just can't get used to his habits. I surrender.
Perhaps it was me who made this marriage failed. I blamed myself for being hot tempered, stupid and make mistakes easily. I am a bad wife who don't even know to give me all my affection. I am a failure. So does the marriage.
Monday, January 03, 2011
First Entry for Year 2011
Year 2010 passed damn fast!! That's because my life have Candice!! Heehee... All right.. My entry of the day shall be setting my new year resolutions!!
1. Shed off my 10kg which followed me ever since Candice is born.
2. Stop procrastinating over my job
3. Stop being a fond of nagging mummy, wife and daughter.
4. Get my study room done up.
5. Sleep early
6. Try to put on sunblock everyday before leaving home
7. Take care of my skin more
8. More patient to Candice
9. Cook more for family
10. Go gym at least once a week
11. Meet up with my friends more.
12. Be more gracious
13. Plan for short getaway
Etc......
Yeah yeah.. So much.. I hope by next year comes.. I can strike off all.
Wahaha...
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1. Shed off my 10kg which followed me ever since Candice is born.
2. Stop procrastinating over my job
3. Stop being a fond of nagging mummy, wife and daughter.
4. Get my study room done up.
5. Sleep early
6. Try to put on sunblock everyday before leaving home
7. Take care of my skin more
8. More patient to Candice
9. Cook more for family
10. Go gym at least once a week
11. Meet up with my friends more.
12. Be more gracious
13. Plan for short getaway
Etc......
Yeah yeah.. So much.. I hope by next year comes.. I can strike off all.
Wahaha...
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Thursday, December 30, 2010
I am Unhappy!
I am super unhappy in my job. Anyone that heard me can just hire me?? The person who I am working with really loves to play tai-chi. I really cannot stand him when it is supposed to be his job yet still I need to complete for him. Do I look like those shit-clearing cleaners? Most made me feel sucky was my boss supported him like he is Andy Lau.. Damn sian.. Worship like he is Guan Er Ge.. Haiz.. How to survive in this unfair world? How I wish I can just stay at home and be a tai-tai so I no need to see the ugly side of humans.
Nowadays, hubby addicted to Poker Stars. At first it really does not bother me, now I think this addiction should not carry on. He simply slammed his butt in front of that PC once he got back home and be a professional poker star. He thought what? Can earn money out of this? Jasmine wedding is just another 10 days and he is still procastinating over the completion of the video. WTH. I already can imagine seeing him not need to sleep and just to rush her wedding video out the night before their wedding day.
When I just remind him, he says I am too naggy and give me his classic black face. I swear I will just sit and see how he is going to get that video out eventually. Anyway, is him who gotta fail them and not me. Who ask him initiated to help out at first. If he cannot do it, then don't commit.
Haiz. Unhappy.. Marriage really not easy.. Have to really willing to compromise and accomodate.. Hope every couple can do that..
Nowadays, hubby addicted to Poker Stars. At first it really does not bother me, now I think this addiction should not carry on. He simply slammed his butt in front of that PC once he got back home and be a professional poker star. He thought what? Can earn money out of this? Jasmine wedding is just another 10 days and he is still procastinating over the completion of the video. WTH. I already can imagine seeing him not need to sleep and just to rush her wedding video out the night before their wedding day.
When I just remind him, he says I am too naggy and give me his classic black face. I swear I will just sit and see how he is going to get that video out eventually. Anyway, is him who gotta fail them and not me. Who ask him initiated to help out at first. If he cannot do it, then don't commit.
Haiz. Unhappy.. Marriage really not easy.. Have to really willing to compromise and accomodate.. Hope every couple can do that..