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Thursday, February 10, 2011
What the fuck is Marriage?
Am I the one who is being petty or we just cant talk nicely to each other?
I hate this marriage. He is a good daddy but I can't agree that he is a good and loving Hubby. He is totally attentive to Candice, showering all his love and forgetting that I am the one who brought Candice to this world. I am so sad, utterly sad.
I fought so hard to have him for my rest of the life but I somehow regretted my decision. But I cannot deny that he really give all his best to this family. Am I a loser? So contradictory.
I am unhappy. I am blessed with a complete family, cute and smart daughter. Cannot ask for more. I think I should just keep quiet and not talk.
Where has that nice and easy going husband gone to? Where is that husband who will listen to my nonsense and not full of sarcasm? Why can't we be like other couples who know at least what is respect?
I am like a trapped bird in the cage. I find no one to talk to. I can't even talk freely. I can't be stupid in front of him. I can't make mistakes in front of him. I have to be an obedient wife. I have to be nice to him and not go against him.
Seeing those wedding pictures made me even sad because we were once so happy and close. Now we have drifted apart. He always said the way he show love is by different action which i don't even realize. I am indeed an insensitive wife. Now I can only cry silently and carry on my life. I am learning to be independent so we no need any interaction. Why must this bother me?
At this stage, I think we no need to plan for second one. I find that we are miles apart and I don't understand him at all. We been living together but I just can't get used to his habits. I surrender.
Perhaps it was me who made this marriage failed. I blamed myself for being hot tempered, stupid and make mistakes easily. I am a bad wife who don't even know to give me all my affection. I am a failure. So does the marriage.
I hate this marriage. He is a good daddy but I can't agree that he is a good and loving Hubby. He is totally attentive to Candice, showering all his love and forgetting that I am the one who brought Candice to this world. I am so sad, utterly sad.
I fought so hard to have him for my rest of the life but I somehow regretted my decision. But I cannot deny that he really give all his best to this family. Am I a loser? So contradictory.
I am unhappy. I am blessed with a complete family, cute and smart daughter. Cannot ask for more. I think I should just keep quiet and not talk.
Where has that nice and easy going husband gone to? Where is that husband who will listen to my nonsense and not full of sarcasm? Why can't we be like other couples who know at least what is respect?
I am like a trapped bird in the cage. I find no one to talk to. I can't even talk freely. I can't be stupid in front of him. I can't make mistakes in front of him. I have to be an obedient wife. I have to be nice to him and not go against him.
Seeing those wedding pictures made me even sad because we were once so happy and close. Now we have drifted apart. He always said the way he show love is by different action which i don't even realize. I am indeed an insensitive wife. Now I can only cry silently and carry on my life. I am learning to be independent so we no need any interaction. Why must this bother me?
At this stage, I think we no need to plan for second one. I find that we are miles apart and I don't understand him at all. We been living together but I just can't get used to his habits. I surrender.
Perhaps it was me who made this marriage failed. I blamed myself for being hot tempered, stupid and make mistakes easily. I am a bad wife who don't even know to give me all my affection. I am a failure. So does the marriage.