Dear Auntie Agony..

Today I am Auntie Agony.. I borrowed a pair of ears to someone.. Got to disclose her name cos thats very very confidental........Okay.. enough said.. Let me elaborate further....

" I met someone.. He is married.. I fell for him and I really dont know what should I do next? Sometimes I tried very hard to keep a distance away from him.. But he is always there for me.. I am single...But attached to my bf.. he treat me like grass... He is not always there for me.. whenever I need someone... he is not available..... I need someone to listen to me... pamper me and treat me like a princess... He is someone who can give me all... But... I feel gulity... I am actually causing hurt indirectly to the people around him and me especially his life-time partner.. Although I am controlling my emotions but still.. I feel like have him in my life... What should I do? I dont wish to be a third party.. either do I want to be alone like before... Everytime I try to give up..... I feel the pain inside me.. I dont wish to let go but I had to... I wish everything can end.. "

After listening to her... the first thing that came across my mind is.. Who is that guy? Perhaps I know him... but then I dont wish to ask.. cos since she did not mention.. I dont think she wanna me to know......

I think sometimes life is like that... Every human will need love... and naturally if you got this special feeling with someone.. thats fate... you will not have that kind of chemistry with everyone right? Just got to blame both of you met each other abit late.. if both got the chance to meet before his wife.. the story might change.. this is a sad story to me.. I felt so cruel to ask her to leave that guy and dont turn back.. cos I know is quite a difficult thing to action it....

Sad to say that you still got to make this decision... to give up and leave the man.. If this guy developed true feelings with you.. then he is not trust-worthy enough... he broke his wedding vow..... So.. who to blame? You are the initiator that caused him to break his promise..... Sorry to say that.. but loving someone is forever.... Is impossible that he will love you and his wife at a same time.... I guess he is just treating you as a part-time.. He hope that whenever he need someone... other than his wife.. there is someone for him... waiting to serve and make him happy...

I got mixed feelings now.. She is not really wrong though.... cos she got the courage to fight for her happiness... unfortunately.... she is the one who will break up a marriage.... I wonder whats the best way out.. From my conversation with her.. it looks like she really loved him alot... and I guess she will not survive without him... cos he is her pillar to lean on.. And she needs him.....

Haiz.. Shall stop updating.. This is problematic.. And tacky problem... Cos no matter what decision she make.... Someone will be hurt...

TO be Continued.......................